In our humanness we experience a lot of complex emotions,
but to me there's nothing worse than the feeling of helplessness, especially
when someone you love is hurting, and you can't do anything to alleviate it.
It's hard to know that the people you care most about are in pain, but I imagine it's
almost unbearable for God to see His children suffering.
I've had days when I wanted to scream why at the sky, days when I've actually done just that. My pleading ascends to God desperately, begging Him to answer my prayers, wondering why He chooses not to. My ways are not His ways, but sometimes in the dark of night when I'm trying to pray, feeling as though my voice is just bouncing off the ceiling, I want to bow my head in utter defeat.
Yet, in that same darkness I hear a voice, one that begins as a mere wisp of the subconscious, and then builds stronger and stronger until I realize it's a voice I recognize, a voice I've come to rely on with all my heart and soul. It's the voice of my Lord and Savior and He's saying over and over again:
"Praise Me, even though you believe you're walking alone in the darkness."
"Praise Me, even when you feel helpless, hopeless and lost."
"Praise Me, even when you don't understand."
Only to praise Him? How could I ever deny Him that right?
After all, we were created by Him for that very purpose. (Isa 43:7)
One day the sky is going to split wide open and our risen Lord will descend on the clouds to gather us home. I yearn for the day when I finally have all my answers, but until then I will choose to praise Him.(1 Thes 4:16)
When I feel hopeless because I can't remove a friend's pain, I will praise Jehovah-rapha, the LORD that heals. (Exodus 15:26)
When I can't understand why some prayers go unanswered, I will praise El Roi, the God who sees. (Genesis 16:11-14)
When I want nothing more than to run away and hide, I will praise Jehovah-rohi, the Lord my Shepherd. (Psalm 23:1)
When my fears seem to be far more than I can handle, I will praise Jehovah-elyon, The Creator. (Genesis 1:1)
When everything in me screams for answers, I will praise El Shaddai, the All Sufficient One. (Psalm 92)
Please pray with me:
Father,
My heart cries out for the ones who are continually burdened with pain. I don't have the answers or the understanding for why You don't heal them, so instead I'm going to continue to put my faith in You, and praise You through it all.
In Your name I pray,
Amen
Salina
Jaynes, Sharon, "28 Names of God in the Old Testament," taken from the book Building an Effective Women's Ministry, Harvest House Pub., 2005.
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Now, I'm not going to sit here and allow you to think I
have it all together, for when it comes to understanding God's purpose for
allowing pain to happen, I really don't.
I've had days when I wanted to scream why at the sky, days when I've actually done just that. My pleading ascends to God desperately, begging Him to answer my prayers, wondering why He chooses not to. My ways are not His ways, but sometimes in the dark of night when I'm trying to pray, feeling as though my voice is just bouncing off the ceiling, I want to bow my head in utter defeat.
Yet, in that same darkness I hear a voice, one that begins as a mere wisp of the subconscious, and then builds stronger and stronger until I realize it's a voice I recognize, a voice I've come to rely on with all my heart and soul. It's the voice of my Lord and Savior and He's saying over and over again:
"Praise Me, even though you believe you're walking alone in the darkness."
"Praise Me, even when you feel helpless, hopeless and lost."
"Praise Me, even when you don't understand."
'Praise be to the
Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy.' (Psalm 28:6 NLT)
'Praise the Lord,
my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name.'
(Psalm 103:1)
'Praise him for his
mighty works; praise his unequaled greatness!'
(Psalm 159:2 NLT)
"Praise Me! Praise Me!" His voice continues to
reverberate so strongly through my mind, His impassioned plea vying for my
undivided attention.
It was there, in that moment of solitude when I was feeling
most alone that He reminded me, as long as I kept looking to Him, the Author
and Finisher of my faith, I didn't need to know the answers. I didn't need to
understand what He was doing, or why He was doing it. (Hebrew 12:2)
My only responsibility is to praise Him.
One day the sky is going to split wide open and our risen Lord will descend on the clouds to gather us home. I yearn for the day when I finally have all my answers, but until then I will choose to praise Him.(1 Thes 4:16)
When I feel hopeless because I can't remove a friend's pain, I will praise Jehovah-rapha, the LORD that heals. (Exodus 15:26)
When I can't understand why some prayers go unanswered, I will praise El Roi, the God who sees. (Genesis 16:11-14)
When I want nothing more than to run away and hide, I will praise Jehovah-rohi, the Lord my Shepherd. (Psalm 23:1)
When my fears seem to be far more than I can handle, I will praise Jehovah-elyon, The Creator. (Genesis 1:1)
When everything in me screams for answers, I will praise El Shaddai, the All Sufficient One. (Psalm 92)
Please pray with me:
Father,
My heart cries out for the ones who are continually burdened with pain. I don't have the answers or the understanding for why You don't heal them, so instead I'm going to continue to put my faith in You, and praise You through it all.
In Your name I pray,
Amen
Salina
Jaynes, Sharon, "28 Names of God in the Old Testament," taken from the book Building an Effective Women's Ministry, Harvest House Pub., 2005.
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